sleep deprived
losing my mind (at 3am).
since we got our Pup, Bonnie, I've been becoming more and more deprived of sleep. just naturally from having to get up in the night.
it keeps leading to me basically dreaming while awake (at night).
i wake up and my first thought is 'is bonnie ok'. then, i quite often see something slightly puppy shaped in the dark and basically hallucinate.
like, i just thought she'd escaped her crate, came up the stairs and was sat out on the landing eating from her food bowl and having a little scratch. i check our camera on her crate and see her there, yet i got up to investigate, and she 'walks away'. nothing there when i get there. of course. because she's asleep downstairs in her crate.
god i need sleep